Posted 19 hours ago

Last Thoughts

In the seconds after
my head meets synthetic
fibre pillowcases.
The few moments
before I close my eyes
and shut out reality.

That’s when you appear.
Every iota of you, in perfect
detail. Nursing me in your
arms as I drift away
to the No Man’s Land
of dreams.

I fall a sleep with
the ghost of a smile
on my lips.

I start dreaming of you.

Posted 21 hours ago

Red Light (Story Intro)

Luke was going mad. He couldn’t understand why he was feeling so unnerved. He had been to Guantanamo Bay prison and Helmand Province. He’d infiltrated drug cartels in Mexico and Third World regimes to uncover the truth for the story and had three Pulitzer prizes to his name.  Investigative Journalism was in his blood and he had gone to Hell and back multiple times in pursuit of the facts. His nerves were made from stronger stuff than most so why was he feeling like a lost child tonight?

                His surroundings were not helping the anxiety. The grimy alleyway echoed with every sound Luke or some other animal made. Leaking gutters dripped stagnant water into over-flowing drains, the small splashes just part of the orchestra. Rats scurried back and forth, the sounds of their paws mingling with that of the falling rain pounding every flat surface it could reach. Occasionally, a trash can would make a symbol crash as it slammed against the side of a dumpster or alley wall. Each time, it would make Luke jump and regret ever picking up on this story.

                When people think of Paris, they immediately think of a romantic scene between two lovers with the Eiffel Tower in the background. As Luke had found out, there was a far more sinister underbelly to this beautiful city. He had been investigating the activities of a Neo-Nazi group who were running a prostitution ring. Stealing young girls and boys off of the streets, setting them to work in France or selling them off across Europe and over to South East Asia. He had infiltrated the group under the Pseudonym of Samuel Frere and had become quite close to the second-in-command; Raphael Laffite. He was a Swiss-born, self-confessed “French Patriot” who was as ruthless and determined in equal measure. As Luke had found out over the last two months, Laffite and his army of Nazi nutjobs had their hands in almost every unsavoury business there was; drug-dealing, racketeering, murder, black market weapons and were even making deals with Front National, the right-wing nationalist party in French politics. This is where they made it all happen; in the disused warehouses on the outskirts of Paris.

                Right now, Luke was about to give up waiting. Laffite had asked him to wait here for him but it had been an hour since the time they agreed to and Laffite still hadn’t shown. Going home seemed like a very good option but Luke knew better. If this was some sort of test then going home would mean he would fail. If it was a proper meeting then leaving would be a bad idea as that would be showing disrespect and Luke had already seen how they dealt with that. A friend he had made in the first week, Mathieu, had disrespected Laffite by being late with a delivery of Cocaine. Luke had been made to watch with countless others while Laffite tortured Mathieu with a cattle prod before slitting his throat. That was a warning to them all never to disrespect their commander Laffite had said afterwards. Luke could still hear Mathieu’s screams echoing in the back of his mind. The sound of footsteps approaching amid the racket of the alleyway and the relentless rain drew Luke out of his thoughts.

                Laffite had turned up after all. He hadn’t come alone and nor had Luke expected him to. In the short time he had now Laffite, the man always travelled with an entourage. It didn’t even surprise Luke that Laffite had one of his lackeys holding an umbrella up for him. People with power in minority groups like this could pretty much do as they please. The one thing Luke didn’t like was the look in Laffite’s eyes. Even in the dusky light of evening, they shone with malice. Mathieu’s screams started running clear in his head. This was not good.

                “You came then” Laffite stated rather than asked. He seemed to have a habit of stating things rather than asking them as questions.

                “Yes, sir” Luke replied. Keep it short. Speak only when spoken to. Those were the rules.

                “Good. It is nice to see some semblance of… loyalty.

                Luke swallowed hard. The way Laffite lingered on that word had sent alarm bells ringing in Luke’s head, telling him to get out now but he had sneaking suspicion that it was already too late. That if he was going to die, it would a very painful and drawn out process for the next couple of hours and that was fast becoming an inevitability.

                “When were you going to tell me, Samuel?” Laffite said. Luke was slightly confused by the question though it didn’t take long to work out where this conversation was going. It was possible that Laffite didn’t know who Samuel Frere really was. Luke decided to try and lie is way out of it. There would be pain involved he was successful or not.

                “I’m not sure I follow, sir.”

                “I think you follow well enough.”

                “I’m a little confused, sir.”

                “How many times have I ever spoken your filthy language, Mr Cahill?”

                That’s when Luke realised he was dead. He should have realised something was up when Laffite had addressed him in English. Hearing his actual name was almost a blessing in disguise after two months as Samuel Frere. There was no point making any further denials now, it would just result in a longer and excruciating death.

                “Luke Cahill, investigative reporter for the Global Herald. What gave me away?”

                “When I sent some of my people round to Mathieu’s apartment, I found that you two had been getting very close. Closer than any normal, rational and moral son of Adam should get to another.” Laffite spat on the ground when he finished his sentence. Luke really was in a world of trouble. It was bad enough that Laffite had blown his cover but now it had become apparent Laffite had known about Mathieu being Luke’s lover.

                “According to the government, we were perfectly within our rights” Luke replied coldly.

                “I do not recognise the authority of the corrupt vermin that all the sheep call our government! They have been brainwashed by the Jews! By the Zionists! They don’t have the drive or the courage to do what needs to be done! They are race traitors! Every single one of them!” Laffite raged.

                With a flick of his hand, three of Laffite’s entourage stepped forward towards Luke. All of them were wearing white vests despite the cold and rain. One had a swastika tattooed across his neck. The others had the same symbol stained into their muscled arms. The one with the swastika on his neck left a revolver at Luke’s head.

                “Is that really necessary?” he asked calmly. He’d had much bigger guns pointed in his direction so a little revolver wasn’t much for him to worry over. The three lackeys turned to Laffite. He nodded.

                The next thing Luke knew he was on the floor bleeding. Fists and feet pummelled him as he lay there, writhing in pain.

                “Fini!” Laffite called. The three backed off, leaving Luke bloodied and bruised on the ground. He groaned as he tried to pull himself to his feet. Laffite pulled a knife with a thin, curved blade from the sheath at his hip. Just as Luke had managed to get back to standing, he was kicked back to the floor and felt a searing pain as the knife was sliced across his right leg. The muscle made a sickening twang as it was severed. Luke howled and clasped his wounded limb. Laffite kicked him again and sliced through the left leg. Another twang of muscle. Another howl of pain. Laffite laughed as he watched Luke try and crawl through the waste-littered alley in a vain attempt to escape.

                Taking the gun from his lackey, Laffite casually strolled up to Luke, kicking his arm out as he strolled pass. Luke looked up at Laffite seeing the barrel of a .44 Magnum and the cold, dark eyes trained down the sight.

                “End it” Luke stated. He’d rather die from a bullet than bleed out.

                Laffite cocked back the hammer and allowed himself an evil smile before pulling the trigger. The gunshot echoed in the alleyway. Soon after, nothing was left of Laffite or his crew. Just Luke’s battered corpse. Over the road, in an equally dark alleyway, a man sat in a BMW. He had been using a long lens camera to take pictures. The camera was now in the passenger seat and the man was on his phone. He waited two rings before there was an answer.

                “Get me McBride.”

                “Yes, sir”

                A short while later, a groggy Irish tone announced itself.

                “For fuck’s sake it’s three in the morning.”

                “Stop bitching. I have a job for you. Be in Paris by this evening. I’m giving you a partner for this. Ex-Interpol officer. You two should get along fine. “

                “What’s the job?”

                “Neo-Nazi group. You are putting them out of business.”

                “Fine. Next you call me this early, White, the hell am I picking up.”

                “Yes you will.”

                “Why?”

                “Because I own you.”

                Mr White hung up before McBride could respond. He didn’t like McBride’s attitude but damn if there was a better operative out there, White had never seen them. McBride was expert at what he did. This group needed to be put out of commission and there was no one better to do the job. White fired up his BMW. He was going back to the centre of the city. He had things to set up and deals to make. These lunatics would be dealt with soon enough and may God have mercy on their soul when McBride gets wind of what exactly they have been doing.

Posted 22 hours ago

So I have the start of a story written up. It’s only the introduction and its a first draft but would anyone want to read it and give me some feedback?

I’m thinking of using it as the start to my Novel for my final year of my Creative Writing degree so I would love to know what people think.

Posted 22 hours ago

Everyone in Oklahoma, Britain is praying for you tonight. Hope you all stay safe and make it through <3

peace and love,

JT

Posted 1 day ago
3, 50, 56, 63, 64, 65 ^.^
iheardyoulikeurlsoiputurlinmyurl asked

3 - Heights, Snakes and kind of Dentists (I really don’t like people poking around my teeth it just feels weird like get your fucking hands off my molars :P)

50 - My friend, Sarah, I guess. We usually pretend to be each other’s partner if either of us gets hit on when we are out at clubs together which is hilarious sometimes XD

56 - Stephen Fry or Hugh Laurie

63 - Ghosts more than Alien

64 - the Gathering ;) seriously though I am skeptical but it is quite fun

65 - Yeah. Hell, it was luck that brought us together :P but I am very glad for it ^_^ <3

Posted 1 day ago
37 :)
halftimelordhalfwizard221b asked

37 - I want “life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings” tattooed on my left fore arm and idk maybe snakebites?

Posted 1 day ago

Right guys,

My buddy’s girlfriend Jade, is now on Tumblr.

Go make her feel welcome as she is finding the formatting just a little bit confusing at the moment :P

Posted 1 day ago
5 and 20?
Anonymous asked

5 - Biting, Scratching, Choking (to an extent), Hair play

20 - Eyes or Accent usually

Posted 1 day ago
62, 67, 86
expressingmysoul asked

62 - I really don’t mind either tbh though video chat is easier for playing Magic.

67 - The Fault In Our Stars by John Green

86 - Unfortunately my laptop is crappy so it won’t change for some weird reason :/ but I would probably have a picture of Frank Turner because he is awesome.

Posted 1 day ago
121
Anonymous asked

121 - Yes -.- don’t remind me

Posted 1 day ago
100 and 101
Anonymous asked

100 - Never.

101 - Used to but not anymore

Posted 1 day ago
10, 11, 24, 27 :)
Anonymous asked

10 - 5 foot 8

11 - Right now? Chris

24 - Skinny Jeans (usually bright colours) and a brightly coloured shirt with Vans or Converse ^_^

27 - I live exactly 10 miles from my university (by the quickest route) and I do most of my writing there and I have a writing blog. So I do most of my writing when I’m ten miles from home.

Posted 1 day ago
9, 15, 22, 38, 80 :)
lovegoingcrazy asked

9 - Definitely when me and Chris went to Frankie & Benny’s and then went to see Les Mis <3

15 - “Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings” - Frank Turner

22 - Already answered.

38 - I started my blog so I had somewhere to write poetry and since then it seems people actually read it and like it  so its become quite popular ^_^

80 - Supercilious. Just because I love the assonance.

Posted 1 day ago
7, 13, 22, 40.
decumbo asked

7 - My buddy, Will 

13 - Orange or Blue… can’t decide

22 - Brown with Gold flecks (according to my sister)

40 - Yes I do. From Chris ^_^

Posted 1 day ago

Ask away :)

  1. 1: Name
  2. 2: Age
  3. 3: 3 Fears
  4. 4: 3 things I love
  5. 5: 4 turns on
  6. 6: 4 turns off
  7. 7: My best friend
  8. 8: Sexual orientation
  9. 9: My best first date
  10. 10: How tall am I
  11. 11: What do I miss
  12. 12: What time were I born
  13. 13: Favourite color
  14. 14: Do I have a crush
  15. 15: Favourite quote
  16. 16: Favourite place
  17. 17: Favourite food
  18. 18: Do I use sarcasm
  19. 19: What am I listening to right now
  20. 20: First thing I notice in new person
  21. 21: Shoe size
  22. 22: Eye color
  23. 23: Hair color
  24. 24: Favourite style of clothing
  25. 25: Ever done a prank call?
  26. 27: Meaning behind my URL
  27. 28: Favourite movie
  28. 29: Favourite song
  29. 30: Favourite band
  30. 31: How I feel right now
  31. 32: Someone I love
  32. 33: My current relationship status
  33. 34: My relationship with my parents
  34. 35: Favourite holiday
  35. 36: Tattoos and piercing i have
  36. 37: Tattoos and piercing i want
  37. 38: The reason I joined Tumblr
  38. 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
  39. 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
  40. 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
  41. 42: When did I last hold hands?
  42. 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
  43. 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
  44. 45: Where am I right now?
  45. 46: If I were drunk &amp; can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
  46. 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
  47. 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
  48. 49: Am I excited for anything?
  49. 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
  50. 51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
  51. 52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
  52. 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
  53. 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
  54. 55: What is something I disliked about today?
  55. 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
  56. 57: What do I think about most?
  57. 58: What’s my strangest talent?
  58. 59: Do I have any strange phobias?
  59. 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
  60. 61: What was the last lie I told?
  61. 62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
  62. 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
  63. 64: Do I believe in magic?
  64. 65: Do I believe in luck?
  65. 66: What's the weather like right now?
  66. 67: What was the last book I've read?
  67. 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
  68. 69: Do I have any nicknames?
  69. 70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
  70. 71: Do I spend money or save it?
  71. 72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
  72. 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?
  73. 74: Favourite animal?
  74. 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
  75. 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
  76. 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
  77. 78: How can you win my heart?
  78. 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
  79. 80: What is my favorite word?
  80. 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
  81. 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
  82. 83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
  83. 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
  84. 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
  85. 86: What is my current desktop picture?
  86. 87: Had sex?
  87. 88: Bought condoms?
  88. 89: Gotten pregnant?
  89. 90: Failed a class?
  90. 91: Kissed a boy?
  91. 92: Kissed a girl?
  92. 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
  93. 94: Had job?
  94. 95: Left the house without my wallet?
  95. 96: Bullied someone on the internet?
  96. 97: Had sex in public?
  97. 98: Played on a sports team?
  98. 99: Smoked weed?
  99. 100: Did drugs?
  100. 101: Smoked cigarettes?
  101. 102: Drank alcohol?
  102. 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
  103. 104: Been overweight?
  104. 105: Been underweight?
  105. 106: Been to a wedding?
  106. 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
  107. 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
  108. 109: Been outside my home country?
  109. 110: Gotten my heart broken?
  110. 111: Been to a professional sports game?
  111. 112: Broken a bone?
  112. 113: Cut myself?
  113. 114: Been to prom?
  114. 115: Been in airplane?
  115. 116: Fly by helicopter?
  116. 117: What concerts have I been to?
  117. 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
  118. 119: Learned another language?
  119. 120: Wore make up?
  120. 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
  121. 122: Had oral sex?
  122. 123: Dyed my hair?
  123. 124: Voted in a presidential election?
  124. 125: Rode in an ambulance?
  125. 126: Had a surgery?
  126. 127: Met someone famous?
  127. 128: Stalked someone on a social network?
  128. 129: Peed outside?
  129. 130: Been fishing?
  130. 131: Helped with charity?
  131. 132: Been rejected by a crush?
  132. 133: Broken a mirror?
  133. 134: What do I want for birthday?
  134. 135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
  135. 136: Was I named after anyone?
  136. 137: Do I like my handwriting?
  137. 138: What was my favourite toy as a child?
  138. 139: Favourite Tv Show?
  139. 140: Where do I want to live when older?
  140. 141: Play any musical instrument?
  141. 142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
  142. 143: Favourite pizza toping?
  143. 144: Am I afraid of the dark?
  144. 145: Am I afraid of heights?
  145. 146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
  146. 147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
  147. 148: What I'm really bad at
  148. 149: What my greatest achievments are
  149. 150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
  150. 151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery
  151. 152: What do I like about myself
  152. 153: My closest Tumblr friend
  153. 154: Something I fantasise about
  154. 155: Any question you'd like?